lately, I've been feeling....

...worried, afraid, and a bit incomplete…

…worried about me, relationships, work…and life in general…worried that I am not being good enough and not doing that much that it makes me feel afraid that everything I have now will be lost in just a snap and that those people I love will soon leave me for being so…

...these feelings again!. yes, AGAIN!...these stupid feelings just keep coming back…for some reasons even me can't figure out why…It has been five years since I joined SFC, a community where we are constantly being reminded that we need not to worry coz’ God is always there for us…not to be so bothered coz’ He is manning our lives and directing it to where it should be…not to be afraid coz’ He will always be there to be our strength…five years and yet, here I am…still being haunted with these emotions…guilty for feeling so because I know that worrying is an insult to Him…Well, it’s not that I don’t trust Him…and it’s not that I am doubting His presence…I guess it is Him working on me as well…reminding me that I need Him more now...well, I do...
I will be needing no one but Him in this struggle...

“There is nothing that wastes the body like worry, and one who has any faith in God should be ashamed to worry about anything whatsoever”