it's destiny...it's a matter of fate...whatever!!!

Is it fate? Or is it destiny?
Am I here because I was destined to be here? Or is it fate which brought me here?
Am I destined to get hurt over and over again? Worse, by the people I love? Am I really destined to carry other people’s burden? Directing my life towards the path which I think will be favorable for them? Well, partly, I am doing it for myself too, of course. I just feel like I’m so burdened, that’s all. For all of my life, I have been wondering why of all people, it has to be me? I believe all of us have our own share of life’s “heavy load”. Like what my officemate told me, “…kanya-kanyang pasanin lang yan…” It’s just that, I am kind of hoping mine wasn’t this heavy. What’s this all about, I won’t elaborate anymore. It’s a mixed emotion, mostly negative for now. I once received a text quote from a friend saying that destiny is a choice. If so, do you ever remember yourself telling those people around you when you were born that you wanted to be where you are now? So ironic, isn’t it?